Troy's life

today i was a little disappointed to find no one had read mt blog. but then i remember it was about me and for me. i spent this evening with my nieces and sister one of many here lately. i have two sisters and three brothers. my baby sisters has moved away from our immediate family area. the rest all still live here. i recently lost my mother to cancer. it still feels like today that she left, even though it's been 1 year,7months and 14 days.no words can explain how much i miss her. if she were here i wouldn't need to have this blog as an out i have her to go to to talk about what is happening in my life. funny tho i can't even cry no more there's no tears left in my eyes.i must pull from what she always taught me and thats to pray for guideance from God. I t's baffles me that i still have just a hard time praying and doing what others seem to do as second nature. i often wounder am i the only one that has this problem.

Troy's life

well it's another day 12/6/2009 a Sunday to be exact. I have just finished having dinner with one of my best friends.Yes just one I only have two and the other one is not speaking to me at this time,I'm not real sure as to why this sometimes happens in our relationship and it does blow over eventually. I did however, enjoy my friends company we laughed and shared war stories about ourselves we were younger the crazy things we would do. Like i told him about the first time i ever got arrested. This is probably the only time i really was innocent. I was 17 years old out very late after sneaking out of course with my favorite Guess jeans on with the white pirate ruffled shirt and my all time favorite Georgino Brutini boots. I was hot to death let me tell it. Anyways, i was a long ways from on living in Covington Ky, and I was downtown Cincinnati being followed by these two black guys in a car who for about 9 blocks continously asked me to have sex with them both. Finally after having walked thus far i was tired and came up with this I thought wa a brillant idea. If i could get them to take me to the other side of the bridge i would jump out and be that much closer to home. Needless to say I agreed to take the ride with my plan in mind but that's not how things turn out. They went in the opposite direction and we ended up in a dark alley an i was scare to death only to find out they both were under cover cops who was looking for a bust on prostitution.I was terrified to say the least that didn't stop the fact that i ended up with a charge for a crime i didn't commit and doing 10 days in the Just Us Center( JUSTICE CENTER Hamilton County). Today i was able to laugh about the whole ordeal but at that time it was a nightmare for me and little did i know it was just starting for me. All and all i had a wonderful time with my dearest friend we also worked on my resume this evening. As the stories goes i am now at yet another starting point in my life were i need employment again. So whatever you do don't get complacent in your life because it can and will change in a blink of the eye. And you will look up asking yourself the very same question i now ask myself, How Did I Get Here. Until next time my friends be safe. The story will continue.

Troy's life

Hello,all as you well know from my title this is my life. And as it stands now it's not very good according to me at this point. I would like to share it with someone whomever will listen as to get some kinda understanding as to why it's taking such a horrible turn for me.I can only begin if someone were to ask me soma questions or maybe just one question. I quess this is a way for me to release some of the tremendous stress that i am under at this time in my life